Tuesday, September 7, 2010 once, i wished for my boyfriend to be the best of all worlds. to do everything to make me happy and loved. but i realised i have to be realistic. so now my only wish is my boyfriend to understand me and be always there for me. as simple as this. i dont need any surprises, i dont need any presents, i dont need anything. but i just want him to be there. but i guess im putting too high a hope. im sorry i dont have a nice boyfriend. im sorry i dont have a sweet and warm family. im sorry i dont have true friends who understands me. im sorry i dont have the brains to excel in my studies. im sorry my life is going haywire. im sorry im just a bitch. all i ever wanted is to just be happy. but what really is happiness? can i ever reach it? or.. will it ever come to me? i'm struggling to find the meaning to life. yet, i dont have the courage to just die. |
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