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Tuesday, September 7, 2010 once, i wished for my boyfriend to be the best of all worlds. to do everything to make me happy and loved. but i realised i have to be realistic. so now my only wish is my boyfriend to understand me and be always there for me. as simple as this. i dont need any surprises, i dont need any presents, i dont need anything. but i just want him to be there. but i guess im putting too high a hope. im sorry i dont have a nice boyfriend. im sorry i dont have a sweet and warm family. im sorry i dont have true friends who understands me. im sorry i dont have the brains to excel in my studies. im sorry my life is going haywire. im sorry im just a bitch. all i ever wanted is to just be happy. but what really is happiness? can i ever reach it? or.. will it ever come to me? i'm struggling to find the meaning to life. yet, i dont have the courage to just die. I'm sorry that I'm not worth your love. I'm sorry that you can't love me that much to change. I'm sorry I'm always a burden. BUT I'M HURT, REALLY HURT Friday, September 3, 2010 I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. I'm sorry if I'm an embarrassment to you. I'm sorry I'm not the girl whom you can stand up and say she is mine. |
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