I feel so old, so outdated.

Like it had been really long (years to be exact) since I last felt that "OMG its love" feeling and undergo the honeymoon period. TT

Being together for years is super boring and un-fresh. So I really don't know how I can ever survive marriage.

It's okay to have the same boyf for years BUT its super sucky to have a boyf who treat things like POKER, CCA, and some idiotic FRIENDS more important than yourself.

It sucks to have dial the number for times but no answers.

It sucks to recieve a sms only after a few hours.

It sucks to have no one there for you when you're lonely and sad.

It sucks to have friends asking about your boyf and you don't know what to reply.

It SUCK THE MOST to have a boyfriend who do not have time to accompany you.
And its seriously SUCK like hell to have a boyfriend who is insensitive to your feelings.

Yes GohJunRui. This post is seriously dedicated to you.

I know we do not have a quarrel or conflict or anything, (maybe because we're too busy to even have time to engage in quarrelling)

But i just want you to know how sucky you are as a boyfriend.

And I HATE YOU.