I feel like giving up literally every single moment.

My relationship ain't working out that perfectly.

My friendship is in a mess.

Not to mention how poorly I'm faring in my studies.

Even I'm falling out with my family. We were once so close.

And yes, my body system is screwing up too. My root canal treatment had yet to be completed and I've got another surgery on hand.

Seriously, Its really not that I want to be that emo or what, but with all these problems, i really don't know how I can smile and hope that things will be alright cos they obviously wouldn't be.

I'm feeling really suffocated now.

I don't know how to live my life.

And I had never felt this helpless before.

I thought I could make it till the end, but i crumbled and fell on my way.

I fell so hard.

I really don't know what it is that I'm feeling now.

It's not sadness. I don't feel that sad.

Its like helplessness and a bit of exhaustion.

It's really so much easier to sleep through my day than to actually live it.